Glad you are feeling better Alix!
Thanks for the TLC vitauta. I needed that. And wonton soup was just the ticket. I'm feeling a bit more human now.
What Vit said and more (((hugs))).aw babygirl, i only belatedly learned the reason for you feeling so down and sad... i'm so sorry about the death of your student. knowing you, alix, you are taking this straight in the gut.(small smile) this is your reward for being the loving, deeply caring person you are. allow yourself some comfort in knowing that you brightened and enriched this boy's life by being in it, and letting him know and feel your affection and regard for him. let time do its gradual work of wearing down the sharp edges of your grief, dear friend. i offer you hugs for now, and more to take with you, all you want and need, along with my pathetic and useless empathy....
alix, know that you have a profound effect, every day, on the kids you work with, that you make a huge difference in the quality of their lives and futures. let that knowledge help you to carry on with your significant purpose....
I'm on my second café allongé. I'm still trying to wake up enough to get to work with the tax returns.
Yeah, the personal tax deadline is 30 April.taxy, i hope your super intense work season is close to ending. it is such an incredibly stressful time of year for you. one good thing though, taxy, i notice that you have not had the need to go mia from dc this year during this time. in fact, i get the impression that you come to dc for breaks from work, for laughs, distraction, and to decompress. pretty much the way some of us use our coffee klatch--a place to relax, refuel and restore--over a cuppa great coffee, with good friends or in simple solitude....
Toddling off to bed...tomorrow is Friday...we have had 12 admits so far this week...while we needed them, they all came in bunches and we are going to be slammed repeatedly next week.
Think of the new patients as job security. And think of Shrek as a reason to outlive him.
I appreciate the new admits, just wish they were spread out better...as for outliving Shrek...not sure I want to.
I went looking for this quote:I hear you on that. Do I want to out live my daughter or the other way around. I want to be here for her, but yet I don't think I can handle losing another child.
I went looking for this quote:
In peace, children inter their parents; war violates the order of nature and causes parents to inter their children.
Herodotus (The Histories of Herodotus - Book I, ca. 440 BCE)
I found this one too:
When a parent dies, you lose your past; when a child dies, you lose your future. - Anonymous
Now I'm sitting here in tears, thinking about the son I almost had, who would have turned 21 in July. He was still born after 23 weeks of pregnancy. Amniocentesis ruptured the amniotic sac
I like watching Iso in Slo Mo on you tube. Been watching since a puppy...