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Old 07-12-2019, 07:52 AM   #1
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Health Anxiety

Does anyone else here suffer with/from health anxiety? I'm talking constant, 24/7/365 worry about your own health, convinced you have cancer or some other dread disease anytime an odd symptom pops up, etc.

The older I get, the more I think about my own mortality and the more I worry about my health, which I think a lot of people do as they age. But what do you think crosses over the line into complete and total absurdity? I think I've crossed that line and I'm literally driving myself crazy. There are days I don't even want to get out of bed because I'm convinced I probably won't live much longer anyway, so what's the point in participating in life?

Anyone else? I'd like to know I'm not alone

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Old 07-12-2019, 08:30 AM   #2
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At a certain age (different for different people) I imagine that it wouldn't be difficult to think of any new ache or pain to be the one that could bring life to an end..

I believe that the goal (mine anyway) is to understand that life happens and that your body is changing..

At 62 I had heart bypass surgery.. At 65 I was told I have Type 2 diabetes..
I decided to do what I could to be as healthy as possible but, to not dwell on what might take me out.. To live each day to its fullest and to allow my mind to enjoy whatever adventure came next..

I'm 80 now and while each new small change makes me think, I prefer to check it out and to not allow it to bring me down..

We have one life.. Enjoy it..

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Old 07-12-2019, 09:26 AM   #3
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Best thing I can say is talk to your doctor. I have issues too, maybe not as sever but I'm doing everything I can to address them, and that is mainly talk with my friends (bore them to nausea) and to my doctor.

Just Cooking has the right of it - you have to think positive.

Talk to yourself too! Tell yourself exactly what you are thinking. Say it out loud and if it doesn't sound silly then go see your doctor again. Do whatever you can to relax your nerves, take a pill (ok, not too many!), have a drink (alcoholic or not, but don't become an alcoholic!). I personally took a Tylenol when my brain was overactive and I couldn't stop my thought process. It did help me relax and move on.

Linda, believe me, you're not alone.
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Old 07-12-2019, 09:57 AM   #4
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Linda, I think it's quite possible that this is related to the fact that you're still grieving your husband's death. If I remember correctly, it was unexpected and devastating for you, so it makes sense that you are afraid something similar could happen to you. I think you could benefit from talking to a professional about your fears. Ask your doctor for a referral to a grief counselor. Hugs.
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Linda, I think it's quite possible that this is related to the fact that you're still grieving your husband's death. If I remember correctly, it was unexpected and devastating for you, so it makes sense that you are afraid something similar could happen to you. I think you could benefit from talking to a professional about your fears. Ask your doctor for a referral to a grief counselor. Hugs.
I think GG has raised an excellent point. (((Hugs)))
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Old 07-12-2019, 10:12 AM   #6
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Linda, I'd suggested you have a frank and open conversation with your doctor about your fears of "cancer or some other dread disease," and the emotional and mental concerns you so articulately described. I'd also suggest you specifically request a mental health referral.

None of us are gonna get out of this alive but you don't need to complicate the matter by living with untreated depression.
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Old 07-12-2019, 11:49 AM   #7
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Thank you, everyone. Your words mean a lot to me.

I too believe GG is right. Ever since Matthew passed away (he just turned 50) I've been obsessing over my own health. More than I used to. And what's even scarier for me is just after he passed away from liver cancer, I find out I have fatty liver. There's some irony for ya.

So I keep thinking I'll have the same fate.

I've talked to my doctor - probably so many times she's tired of listening to it - about my thoughts and fears. Naturally, she tells me I have to stop doing this to myself. I take Ativan for anxiety, but it doesn't always make the thoughts go away. I don't sleep well because laying in bed at night is when my brain goes into overtime and I can't shut it off.

I keep trying to remember something I heard once, that 80% of our fears are based on things that will probably never happen. But that doesn't always work. I also think about a quote from a movie I've seen a couple of times called Skeleton Key. And older Southern woman said something that really hit home with me. She said "You think too much about the time you have left, you don't spend it living."

That's for sure. Because my quality of life stinks right now because my brain won't shut the heck up.
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Old 07-12-2019, 11:54 AM   #8
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I just want to live life without constantly thinking that there's no point in doing the things I want to do because I don't have much time left anyway.
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"You think too much about the time you have left, you don't spend it living."


Wise words.. Might be helpful to type that out on a few cards and put up in a few places in your home..

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I've talked to my doctor - probably so many times she's tired of listening to it - about my thoughts and fears. Naturally, she tells me I have to stop doing this to myself. I take Ativan for anxiety, but it doesn't always make the thoughts go away. I don't sleep well because laying in bed at night is when my brain goes into overtime and I can't shut it off.
This is exactly why you want to talk to a mental health professional. Your doctor is not trained to help you redirect your thinking and, as you already know, telling you to just stop doing it is not helpful and it's not working. Trust me, I went through a very traumatic experience several years ago and I'm not sure how I would have managed it without my therapist. Please ask for a referral to one. Hugs.
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