Sizz, you sound better! What a difference a day makes! You are doing the right thing. Let go, let Him handle it. Have you ever read a poem 'Footprints in the Sand'? I lean on so much recall when I am blue. And I get that way so often. Then there are days when it seems the world just welcomes me. I know we are supposed to have days of disappointment for that is what allows us to be strong.
At present, our interest is in the Tour de France with Lance Armstrong. How he overcame his circumstance is true example that not everything comes without a price. The way he suffered and all the while remained positive. Proves the mind has to be made strong. Just seeing him when people are interviewing him is impressive. His eyes seem so determined. We admire him for wanting to return his appreciation for what everyone did for him. That is what we all must do. Being grateful for blessings we do have make a difference. Just being able to have a good rest is a blessing.
I am thankful you let us know of you getting rest. May sound trite to some but you know how important it is to you at this time. I am thankful too for your husband who is understanding and loving to you. Hope you tell him how grateful you are. Everyone needs support when they feel low.
You'll make it Sizz, I am praying it will be soon. Just keep us posted how you do. We all want the best for you. Take care my friend.
Good for you Sizz, a good night sleep is one of the best medicines for your soul!! (if it is accompanied by your favourite teddy bear that is even better) For every downside of the life, there will always be upside coming... never let go of the happy thoughts, whatever they may be, keep smiling...and never give up!! Wishing you all the best!