Oh Essie!!!!!!!!!! I am so very sorry for your loss and my heart just aches. Please feel my arms wrapped around you and your son. He is still all that he ever was to you and you are still all that you ever were to him...that will never change. If you sit quietly I'm sure you can feel his love.
"Count yourself...you ain't so many" - quote from Buck's Daddy
I just saw this for the first time, so I am late in responding. I am so sorry Essiebunny. We will keep you and your son in our prayers. I don't have adequate words to say anything else, other than to hold on to your precious memories of your time together.