I just read this. Im SO sorry Middie!
If you dont or cant tell us I understand. Im just so very sorry.
You have had such a hard year.
PLEASE know that my heart is with you.
Im at a loss of words here. Here I am complaining about my fat thighs, and YOU are going through THIS.
All my hopes. If its alright I want to pray for you and your familys comfort. I wish I can comfort you more.