ok, so how do you know if you've asked someone to be your friend and they've turned you down.
i think that i've sent the request for friendship to a person or two, but i never saw a confirmation in any way, and they're not in my list.
did they rebuke me?
or am i a bonehead and never sent it?
i don't want to ask again. it would look needy. i don't do needy very well. ridiculously self assured, yes. but not needy.
A true lover of nature does not despair now that his mistress has turned a colder cheek.