DampCharcoal, We all have been there at one time in our life. Main thing, don't let it get you down. As long as you are one of only 5, feel blessed. You must be of value to the company. Dwell on that fact. Life is not easy. Seems to be geting harder all the time. Know you are strong and you are important. To yourself and then to others. Don't let your values change. Keeping in touch with those who care about you is necessary. Helps your self esteem to show you care for others and they reflect back your kindness. I know we will all think of you and look forward to hearing from you as time allows. Each day is NEW day. Look forward to the sun shining in your life always.