Not gonna believe what I did

[texasgirl]

So, my life is finally starting to crumble around me, though I know it's time.
Anyway, I bought cigarettes this morning!! I smoked a whole one
Jeez, the head rush and then the nausea!! OMG, I thought I was going to puke!!
Well, I won't do that again!! I have been craving one for months now, even after this long being quit and was so depressed this morning that I just did it. Now I know, I don't want that ever again!!!!

 

[Alix]

Well now young lady did you learn a lesson? Hmmm?

I know times are tough but going back is not going to help. Weird how we crave something and then when we get it we feel like crap huh? I did that with chips and dip when I had my gallbladder issues. I finally caved and ate them and was sicker than I care to remember. Ick.

 

[texasgirl]

And it tasted horrible!!! Like I was licking an ashtray!!

 

[kadesma]

And it tasted horrible!!! Like I was licking an ashtray!!

I know that feeling...It's been since I was in the hospital Stacy and I still will get to certain times when I use to smoke and it will hit me like someone with a bat..But you know what? I haven't crumbled and given in and I cannot tell you how good it feels...Sure when I get that feeling any body that gets closer just might get bit, but I make it..And the funny thing is, I could buy them anytime I go to the store, but when I get there I get so caught up shopping for our Sunday dinners I never even think of it..So dear friend, throw the rest away and I mean someplace that wrecks them and re-tie your shoes and away we go, it's day 1
If I can, YOU can!!!
cj

 

[JoAnn L.]

So, my life is finally starting to crumble around me, though I know it's time.
Anyway, I bought cigarettes this morning!! I smoked a whole one
Jeez, the head rush and then the nausea!! OMG, I thought I was going to puke!!
Well, I won't do that again!! I have been craving one for months now, even after this long being quit and was so depressed this morning that I just did it. Now I know, I don't want that ever again!!!!

I know how you feel. With everything bad that has happened to me and my family this year, I said that it is a good thing that I don't smoke or drink. I don't know what kind of shape I would be in. Depression and crying is bad enough. Try to hang in there with me, OK.

 

[texasgirl]

thank you!!! I don't want another, that's for sure!! LOL

 

[lifesaver]

Stacy! Don't Do That To Yourself.

 

[msmofet]

Stacy! Don't Do That To Yourself.

those are beautiful roses!! my mom loved yellow tea roses, after she passed i got a tat of one.