No offense meant, but if symptoms are looked for, there's a much better chance they'll be found, even if they have nothing to do with a medication, i.e. just having a bad day, low blood sugar rebound, virus, imagination, etc.
I was placed on an antidepressant years and years ago due to extremely stressful issues at the time. Don't remember what it was it was so long ago. After taking it for a couple of weeks or so, I got so jumpy that every little noise, even having my back to a doorway, made it so bad I felt like jumping out of my skin. And hadn't done a darn thing for my depressive feelings. Believe me, I got off that drug as fast as I could, and went back to normal after a few days. I dealt with my feelings drug free after that.
My husband was put on a psychiatric medication after having a bad accident, needing surgery for full length spiral fractures of both bones in his lower leg, down into his ankle joint as well, having a bad reaction to the opiates he was given pre and post surgery, plus the anesthesia meds, and then a small stroke in hospital, all resulting in behavioral issues. The hospital called in psychiatrists against my wishes, who put him on meds, which the hospitalist would cut down or stop, but then hubs would act out in middle of night, psychiatrist would get called, meds restarted, rinse and repeat. This went on for weeks. The meds they put him on caused him to regress in time, thinking it was 15-20 years earlier, not understand, and act out more. Vicious cycle. Very long story, but I weaned him off the drugs as fast as I could once he got home and his mental state cleared as he was weaned.
So, given the above, I do understand your hesitation, but it's more helpful to start with thinking this is going to help me, rather than OMG I'm going to have all these side effects.
I was placed on an antidepressant years and years ago due to extremely stressful issues at the time. Don't remember what it was it was so long ago. After taking it for a couple of weeks or so, I got so jumpy that every little noise, even having my back to a doorway, made it so bad I felt like jumping out of my skin. And hadn't done a darn thing for my depressive feelings. Believe me, I got off that drug as fast as I could, and went back to normal after a few days. I dealt with my feelings drug free after that.
My husband was put on a psychiatric medication after having a bad accident, needing surgery for full length spiral fractures of both bones in his lower leg, down into his ankle joint as well, having a bad reaction to the opiates he was given pre and post surgery, plus the anesthesia meds, and then a small stroke in hospital, all resulting in behavioral issues. The hospital called in psychiatrists against my wishes, who put him on meds, which the hospitalist would cut down or stop, but then hubs would act out in middle of night, psychiatrist would get called, meds restarted, rinse and repeat. This went on for weeks. The meds they put him on caused him to regress in time, thinking it was 15-20 years earlier, not understand, and act out more. Vicious cycle. Very long story, but I weaned him off the drugs as fast as I could once he got home and his mental state cleared as he was weaned.
So, given the above, I do understand your hesitation, but it's more helpful to start with thinking this is going to help me, rather than OMG I'm going to have all these side effects.