Addie
Chef Extraordinaire
Don't sweat the small stuff Chief. This is expected in your situation.
There is a reason. It's called love.
Let's hope life for you and yours can resume to as normal as can be as soon as can be.
The best for you my friend.
Never let go,
Z.
There is a very good reason you fall apart. It is because you are human and love your wife very much. You will find your strength anytime she needs you. Don't be concerned about us. Concentrate on your wife and yourself. We all are sending prayers every day for the both of you. Take care of yourself. Your wife will need your strength when she wakes up. And if she is showing signs of response, then you can look forward to seeing her wide open eyes real soon.
Chief, when Spike had his first heart attack, it was a massive one. We got the call for the family to come to the hospital. We waited for them to return him from the OR in the CICU. It was so hard to stand by his bedside and watch the machines breath for him. Then when they took him off the machine, was he going to be able to breath on his own? When he took that first breath, I broke into sobs. Real deep sobs. But I had the support of my family around me. You have not only your family at your side, but all the many, many friends that you have made here. You are now past that call to come to the hospital, and you can see her breathing on her own. That alone is a major good, big step.
God is with you at your side as well as your family. But I want you to know that if you feeling like yelling, or venting about the injustice of all of this, you know you have a place here to do it. There are times when we all question our own God. Why would he do something like this to a good person? And I can imagine you have also. That too is normal. Part of being human and loving your wife so much. Once she opens her eyes and smile at you, you will want to do a dance right then and there. Go ahead. We will all understand.
Take care of yourself and please do let us know how she is doing. Prayers are on the way.
And Chief one for your wife and one for you. We all need an angel watching over us.