An apology for my tardy Thank You...
I'm slowly coming back around here (DC), and I just re-read all the kind posts you all have left for me about my Charlie. I kind of forgot about them... I was fiddling around looking for something I posted, and it brought me back here...
It's like I was reading it all for the first time. I can't tell you what a comfort your kind words have brought to me. It's been two months, and I still have dreams about her, about losing her, not being able to find her, calling her name and straining to hear her collar, her "noises"...
Most folks who see me everyday must suppose I'm "over" losing her, as I have kept myself busy, started yoga again, cooking more, digging in my yard... but I wake up in the middle of the night, sometimes after a nitemare, and my heart just aches.
I guess it's easier to reach out to you all "out there" then go on about it/her to my everyday peoples, and for that - for allowing me to sneak in here and be vulnerable and sad, for reaching out to me with such compassion - I am so grateful.
I thank you from the bottom of my heart.
Blessings, Love and Light to You All