Uncertainty is always a scarry thing. But you are smart, and talented. Like you said, it is time to move on to something else.
I recently listened to a speaker on Public Radio who has "re-invented" himself several times as he lost jobs for one reason or another. He was successful in each, but moved on to new horizons after each. He is now very successful. I know that many people lose jobs through no fault of their own. I have been the victim of that as well. Maybe the work is all done and there are no new contracts comming in, and so layoffs come. Or maybe the business is down-sizing, or the funds to support a program aren't there. Whatever it may be, it is truly an opportunity to take stock of who we are, and what direction we want to go. It forces us to give up our complacency and step into new territory.
Barb and Jaimes, there truly are bright horizons ahead. You will find your niche in the working world. I don't believe in luck and so won't wish it for you. I will keep you in my prayers, and know that you will bounce back stronger than ever.
Seeeeeeya; Goodweed of the North