**** it. Sorry guys, don't know why I keep getting so upset over this, I usually can hold it back much better.
I think for now this is what I will think about, I hope I don't offend anyone:
Katie:
"Buck and I were out on our front porch, as we always are this time of the year, enjoying the breeze and cooler temps than inside the house.
Our outside kitties were just finishing up their supper when Tumble, one of the almost 3-month-old kittens, rocketed onto my lap. "Love me mommy!"
Yep. Tumble and I had a long and loving "love" fest. Shortly thereafter, Shadow, jumped onto my lap for exactly the same attention.
Life is good and I KNOW I'm loved."