i will be gone for awhile. don't know how long, ptsd keeps it's own time. as you know i have been depressed for a while. now it is full blown ptsd. perhaps triggered by a family reunion a couple weeks ago. brought up to many memories, i guess. very bad ones, along with the good. i have having flashbacks, and nightmares. it is the worst in ten years. i have meds. and if i can't deal will see a doctor. i sleep ok , even with the dreams, but eating not going so well. i have lost nine pounds.since it takes all my energy just to breathe i am curtailing a lot of stuff. i will be back, i have been here before. in ptsd land. i will miss you a lot.
babe
Love you, Babe! Lots of hugs and good thoughts going your way.