texasgirl
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Well, the ties are broken with oldest son
I don't know how to feel. I'm numb and unfeeling, then, I'm sad, but, I'm not hysterical, as I thought I would be over this. He called me to tell me to take him off the insurance, which we were already going to do that if he didn't bring us money tomorrow, then, told me the car is trashed and it's the dealers problem now, not his, then said, bye. No I love you, as me and my boys have ALWAYS ended a phone call or when leaving. Just hung up. From what I am told, he's on drugs again and actually hanging out with the person that stabbed him!!!!
Seems that he's been hanging out with him for a while now and lying to us about where he has been. Driving under the influence and all. I'm glad that he wasn't messed up the night of his accident. At least I have the peace of mind knowing that he was searched and given field sobriety on the spot.
I've lost him and it hurts. I bought a new lock set for the front door today. I guess, mentally, I've prepared myself for this with him. He's always been the one that didn't let us in. He's a follower, not a leader. That has always scared me to death. I just pray that God watches over him.
Sorry, just needed to talk to someone. I'm off today, therefore, alone.
I don't know how to feel. I'm numb and unfeeling, then, I'm sad, but, I'm not hysterical, as I thought I would be over this. He called me to tell me to take him off the insurance, which we were already going to do that if he didn't bring us money tomorrow, then, told me the car is trashed and it's the dealers problem now, not his, then said, bye. No I love you, as me and my boys have ALWAYS ended a phone call or when leaving. Just hung up. From what I am told, he's on drugs again and actually hanging out with the person that stabbed him!!!!
Seems that he's been hanging out with him for a while now and lying to us about where he has been. Driving under the influence and all. I'm glad that he wasn't messed up the night of his accident. At least I have the peace of mind knowing that he was searched and given field sobriety on the spot.
I've lost him and it hurts. I bought a new lock set for the front door today. I guess, mentally, I've prepared myself for this with him. He's always been the one that didn't let us in. He's a follower, not a leader. That has always scared me to death. I just pray that God watches over him.
Sorry, just needed to talk to someone. I'm off today, therefore, alone.
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