LEFSElover
Executive Chef
I've been in a daze over the last several days.
My heart feels very heavy and I am decidedly out of sorts.
I know the reason, I know why it's so heavy and I know that others in here are feeling sad and lonely and heavy hearted too.
I wanted to say that this has been a tremendous journey for me.
I have prayed over and over and over all day long for someone I never knew and his family that I never met.
I have suffered in silence, all the while smiling as usual to the occasional passerby, while my heart was saying prayers on behalf of this family.
I now feel as though God's perfect purpose was accomplished and that His will was done.
I sensed it coming [over the last part of our vacation] when my heart turned and I started thinking that maybe it was time. I didn't like the feeling [that I felt like that] but since putting it in Gods Hands, I had to accept His result.
I feel my heart sinking for Katie and her family. My thoughts are to put down here how we are all coping as we've gone through this with Katie over the last week.
I am crying and can not type or see now. I feel so sad and don't know what to do other than write and hope others feel like we should all band together and love each other now in our time of need.
My heart is happy for Buck that he is in heaven with his beloved felines and all is wonderful and full of peace and beauty there.
Let's all smile today and know that God is good and this family has all of our love and support.
Katie, I don't know you, I don't know your family and I didn't know Buck, but I want you to know that this whole thing has touched me deeply.
I will continue my tears for you and yours and continue with my prayers also. I know this sentence is silly but please understand, I want to offer you something that is special to me. My favorite butter dish. It's beautiful.
My heart feels very heavy and I am decidedly out of sorts.
I know the reason, I know why it's so heavy and I know that others in here are feeling sad and lonely and heavy hearted too.
I wanted to say that this has been a tremendous journey for me.
I have prayed over and over and over all day long for someone I never knew and his family that I never met.
I have suffered in silence, all the while smiling as usual to the occasional passerby, while my heart was saying prayers on behalf of this family.
I now feel as though God's perfect purpose was accomplished and that His will was done.
I sensed it coming [over the last part of our vacation] when my heart turned and I started thinking that maybe it was time. I didn't like the feeling [that I felt like that] but since putting it in Gods Hands, I had to accept His result.
I feel my heart sinking for Katie and her family. My thoughts are to put down here how we are all coping as we've gone through this with Katie over the last week.
I am crying and can not type or see now. I feel so sad and don't know what to do other than write and hope others feel like we should all band together and love each other now in our time of need.
My heart is happy for Buck that he is in heaven with his beloved felines and all is wonderful and full of peace and beauty there.
Let's all smile today and know that God is good and this family has all of our love and support.
Katie, I don't know you, I don't know your family and I didn't know Buck, but I want you to know that this whole thing has touched me deeply.
I will continue my tears for you and yours and continue with my prayers also. I know this sentence is silly but please understand, I want to offer you something that is special to me. My favorite butter dish. It's beautiful.
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