mikki
Sous Chef
Ok, so today I'm feeling very depressed. I can usually hide that I'm a wreck inside, but it's getting to the point that it's driving me crazy. 9 months ago the place I worked closed. We had just bought a new double wide (we had finally got our finances stable enough to purchase) and my daughter was going to college. When I first lost my job, I figured no problem I'm young and can do anything I set my mind to.
Well here it is 9 months later, I still can't find a job. Ive even resorted to applying for the teenager jobs that I said I would never do again. My DH is not very supportive. One time after an interview, I came home and was telling him about it and all he had to say was " I hope you didn't say anything dumb". When I told him what he said bothered me he said he was joking and I needed to get a sence of humor.
I know I should feel blessed because I have my health and my family, But I've never felt as worthless as I feel right now. All our savings is just about gone and I don't know what I'm going to do when it is gone.
I'm trying to stay positive for my 15 YO, I don't want her to worry,but it's getting really hard. When I lost my job I lost most of my freinds, so I don't have anyone to talk to. I just feel like I'm going to explode.
Well I just needed to get some things off my chest. Thanks for listening.
Well here it is 9 months later, I still can't find a job. Ive even resorted to applying for the teenager jobs that I said I would never do again. My DH is not very supportive. One time after an interview, I came home and was telling him about it and all he had to say was " I hope you didn't say anything dumb". When I told him what he said bothered me he said he was joking and I needed to get a sence of humor.
I know I should feel blessed because I have my health and my family, But I've never felt as worthless as I feel right now. All our savings is just about gone and I don't know what I'm going to do when it is gone.
I'm trying to stay positive for my 15 YO, I don't want her to worry,but it's getting really hard. When I lost my job I lost most of my freinds, so I don't have anyone to talk to. I just feel like I'm going to explode.
Well I just needed to get some things off my chest. Thanks for listening.