...until my son's wedding. Everything is pretty much under control except for emotions which is to be expected.
Alot has happened since I last posted and not too much is wedding related.This year had been a bad year for twins.First in March our friends lost their daughter to premature birth and I'm happy to report their son is thriving beautifully. Next- our niece in Florida was induced at 30 weeks(May 9 -she knew she was having twin boys) Starving Twin Syndrome was discovered and Jimmy was born at 1lb 6oz and Jace was born at 3lb 6oz. Both were doing well other than the normal preemie complications.Jace was sent home the end of June but, little Jimmy contacted bacterial meningitis and couldn't overcome it. He passed away two weeks ago.
We celebrated Kiersten (my daughter) maintaining her contract weight for a year on July 20th.
Though I am looking forward to my son's wedding,I am really missing my oldest son. I live through the what if's and how comes and it breaks my heart into a million pieces that there will never be a wedding for him and that he won't be physcially here for his brother's.The day before the wedding I am going to the place a boutinere on my son's grave and I will also be going to another cemetary to place a boutinere on the bride's brother's grave.I have to do this. I have to feel as if in some small physical way they are a piece of the wedding.Gosh it hurts even typing abot it now but, what it is, it is.
I miss you all.Love and energy, Vicki
Alot has happened since I last posted and not too much is wedding related.This year had been a bad year for twins.First in March our friends lost their daughter to premature birth and I'm happy to report their son is thriving beautifully. Next- our niece in Florida was induced at 30 weeks(May 9 -she knew she was having twin boys) Starving Twin Syndrome was discovered and Jimmy was born at 1lb 6oz and Jace was born at 3lb 6oz. Both were doing well other than the normal preemie complications.Jace was sent home the end of June but, little Jimmy contacted bacterial meningitis and couldn't overcome it. He passed away two weeks ago.
We celebrated Kiersten (my daughter) maintaining her contract weight for a year on July 20th.
Though I am looking forward to my son's wedding,I am really missing my oldest son. I live through the what if's and how comes and it breaks my heart into a million pieces that there will never be a wedding for him and that he won't be physcially here for his brother's.The day before the wedding I am going to the place a boutinere on my son's grave and I will also be going to another cemetary to place a boutinere on the bride's brother's grave.I have to do this. I have to feel as if in some small physical way they are a piece of the wedding.Gosh it hurts even typing abot it now but, what it is, it is.
I miss you all.Love and energy, Vicki