Wow what an accomplishment Bang.........I've proud of you. And the courage it took to open up and let us know.........thanks for that. Once you get past the jitters your going to be just fine I know you will. Just continue to reach deep within and stay strong and focus on how good your feeling know without it.
Good job Bang - don't forget to go ask for help if you need it - what a courageous thing to do. You will feel so much better I'm sure - and things might even out for you then too - You are definately making the right choice. I'm proud of you.